So, I’ve never been a huge fan of ‘Speidi.’ To be perfectly honest I think they are obnoxious media whores, but when I saw this article on Heidi Montag-Pratt or whatever she is now, my heart broke a little bit.
Really People Magazine? Really?! As if girls (and guys!) today don’t have enough pressure to be ‘perfect’…now you have to have an entire article about Heidi Montag advocating plastic surgery.
I will not lie, I complain about my body a lot. About how I think my thighs are too big, or my stomach sticks out, my elbow stick out funny, my feet are too big, my chest is too small. In the end though, I always find a million other things about my body I love. My green eyes, my hair, my hands, the way I look in a good pair of jeans. (The way my favorite bra makes my chest look in a v-neck. VA VOOM!)
Heidi Montag was a perfectly pretty girl. She was gorgeous. Her stupid dumb flesh-colored-beard having husband was always showing her off to any dumb photographer who would sit still for five seconds. That picture of the two of them in that hospital room is just sad. Why any significant other would just sit around while their love goes under the knife like that is beyond me. She clearly has major body image issues. Spencer should be the one telling her she’s beautiful and doesn’t need a knife to make her gorgeous because she already is. Call me a romantic…or stupid. That’s just how I see it in my head.
She doesn’t even look like herself any more. She’s generic. Generic and boring. If no one took her seriously before, they certainly won’t now.
Anyway, since it’s been fucking forever since I’ve written in this blasted thing, I’ll keep going. It’s my blog dammit.
Since I’m on a warpath about body image, I’ll just go on and do a mini-gush about someone I’ve been meaning to blog about for MONTHS.
Adam Lambert.
Yeah, you read correctly. Adam. Fucking. Lambert.
I’m a huge fan. I’ll say that right off the bat. I think Adam Lambert is a beautiful person. Inside and out. He’s so damn confident and I can’t help but look up to him.
Adam is a self-professed former fat kid. There are pictures on the internet, I’m sure you’ve seen them. He’s morphed into this fucking beautiful confident rock star of a person. He’s got a strut like I’ve never fucking seen.
Anyway, the reason I brought him up because I look up to him lots. He makes me want to just embrace everything I hate, put on some high heels and glitter, and just party on through life. He makes me want to love myself.
I don’t care if you don’t like him or think he’s trying to hard or whateverwhateverwhatever. The man is amazing. I’m sure there will be a very long and rambly entry here about how much I love him very very soon.
So anyway, to sum up: Heidi is sad, Spencer is kind of a jerk, and Adam Lambert is fucking awesome.
😀 It’s been a while, hopefully I’ll be better about posting in this. HOPEFULLY.